Do you ever dream of living somewhere else? Not so much being a different person but just picking up and moving to a different part of the country. This is how I have felt recently and I can't really put a finger on why. Darien and I have always wanted to leave near a big city but not necessarly in a big city. Columbia isn't what you would call a big city and it seems like recently we have become stuck here. Don't get me wrong I love being around my mom and my brothers (well the ones that are here!) and I have lived in Columbia pretty much my entire life but I feel restless here.
Currently we are stuck though until we get our house paid down more. With the economy the way it is our property value went way down which means we would have to sell our house way above market value or pay to get out of the house which isn't an option. So what to do what to do.... :) Guess we put our dreams aside for now and concentrate on paying down our house and bills!
We have put the 3rd baby picture on hold until later in 2011. Man that sounds like so far away but now that its 2010 it will come faster than I realize. Although I have been feeling the baby itch for some time now I realized that I just want to enjoy the boys for awhile and see what God gives us later when the boys are a little older. If we get preggers in late 2011 I will be 28 or possible 29 since I would be due in 2012! Conner will be 5 and Noah will be 4 which I cannot believe!! Time is going by so fast! My babies will be 3 and 2 this year! When we have a 3rd Conner will be in Kindergarten and Noah will be in preschool!
I am honestly perfectly happy with how my life is going right now and even with the bumps in the road I am truely blessed! I have a wonderful husband who deals with all my emotional roll a coasters, 2 beautiful boys who continue to amaze me and wonderful family and friends. (NO i am not high) So I guess I need to stop dreaming and step back into reality and get back to the boys who have now started to watch a movie since I took a break from playing blocks to write a few blogs. :)